Dreams I Have As A Psychic And Healer
- Marliana Alisemon
- 23 hours ago
- 6 min read
Welcome back to the show family LOL It's time for another blog and I find this one super interesting. The dreams I have as a psychic and healer can be so... Fucked up. I mean, royally. And decoding or translating sometimes is a bit of a challenge. And sometimes they are clear as day. So let's get started.
Up Until Now
I quit smoking weed in November of 2025. Yes, I smoked weed. Every night so I could sleep, pain relief and more. It had been in my awareness for awhile that this chapter would be coming to an end, and I was waiting for that day to feel final. And it came right before Christmas was in full swing. Up until that point, dreams were far and few in between and for the most part I couldn't remember them.
If any of you have followed my journey, listened to the pod you know I was born into neglect, chaos and had a hard and troubling childhood well into my adult life. And a part of that journey for me was at one point using cannabis to hide, to numb, to be able to laugh.
I quit smoking it in my mid 20's, right around the time I met my husband and eventually we had our son. I picked it up again when my son was around 11 and I was in full on perimenopause and my hormones were jumping off a cliff, I was sweating, and my moods were out of control, and sleep? What the fuck was that. LOL (In Canada it is 100% legal and I could go to the corner cannabis store for edibles or flower... whatever) I didn't fully understand what was happening to my body because NO ONE TALKS ABOUT IT. (that's another podcast episode lol)
I never used it around him, ever. But for sleep? It was something I used to ensure I got some form of sleep through what I was going through in my beginnings of a woman's change of life. Which meant no dreaming for me. I only dream when I am clear of substances and that goes for muscle relaxants (back injuries) as well not just cannabis or alcohol (thank God I dumped alcohol decades ago, I can't even smell it now without my entire being wanting to throw up LOL)
When I was A Child
When I was a little girl, I would dream often. They would be very vivid, intense dreams. And sometimes I would wander off dreaming while I was awake. Some call them vision, some call it day dreaming. But I could see things playing out. I was dreaming about dead fish on a plaque (you know the ones that would sing and turn to look at you? LOL That's how that was shown to me) and it would swallow my head full. I was walking down stairs to an unfinished basement and it ate my head. Dreaming of this at such a young age, and being in a bunch of chaos in my home life it is easy to see that my mind and Spirit were trying to process my experiences of being overwhelmed, confused and struggling to make sense of my world. I actually woke myself up screaming and I was crying so hard.
From a very young age I would have dreams and visions both asleep and during my waking hours of crashes, explosions. I could see this major vehicle accident. things on fire, tires flying across the road. Ever since I can remember I've had this big irrational fear of dying in an accident.
They happened a lot when I was in the car with my mom. they would happen around balloons being blown up and popped. They would come to me while I was working or with friends. And I could not for the life of me understand why I had this big, innate fear. I would wake up in sweat and panic. I would not be able to breath in the car for fear of dying.
They say hindsight is 20/20. And for the most part I believe that. Looking back on it now, I see the fear and the why. What I was being shown was a warning. A Preparation for my mothers passing in 2004. She died on December 23rd at 11:14am.
How do I know the exact time? I was startled out of a deep sleep that morning, at that exact time. and the night before I had been pondering how my life would be without a mother.
(I know, heartbreaking right?) and later that night, my sister came to the house with my mothers sister in complete meltdown and I had learned that my mom had died that day. And later on once I was able to see the police reports, and witness statements it did in fact happen right around that time in the morning.
Once my mother had passed, those fears began to release and dissipate as the years went on. I indeed had been on my own big car accident in 2018, leading to my brain injury and back injuries. But I wasn't afraid, or receiving those visions anymore.
In my grief I didn't connect those dots for a long time (again, hindsight) and later on, down the road I was able to do that with great clarity and insight.
Dreams I Have As A Psychic And Healer
Now, today in all that I have become and becoming my dreams get interesting LOL They can range from premonitions, truths to Spirit animals, guidance and more. Most recently I had a dream of a distant friends dad. She came to me in a dream and told me her father had passed.
I have channeled premonitions/visions/day dreams such as when Pope Leo would pass on, and in that passing seeing things crumble from within religion, connection and more. (Which I was bang on about, I've made posts about it on social media)
Most recently I had a big dream, for myself. It was a celebration. People were getting married and I was hosting a bachelorette party at my place. so much fun, love and connection! And I forgot something in the house, so myself and a girlfriend walked back to the house. it was winter, snowy and blustery... Cold. and we walked into the house and I was surrounded by animals. Horses, Lioness'es, panthers, bears. And the feeling was I knew them all they were like family, pets. and I was trying to weave my wahy through them. Finally my gal the lioness came up beside me, and I put my arm around her neck like we were best friends. And we navigated together. Through the other animals, through the obstacles in my house... Like piles of lego (WTF LOL) laundry... Life things.
The girlfriend stayed in the kitchen with her wine glass and drinking, and myself and my lioness moved through these life things. We finally get to the door where I'm supposed to exit and a black panther appears at my side. And we watch the Lioness bring out her claws and destroy, I mean DESTROY my shoes. not me, not anything else. Just my shoes. and then the two of them get in to a cerfuffle.
I manage to get past them, and open the door. And who's there? A Koala. LOL
This fucking Koala was so suprised to see me, it was like "Holy shit, you made it!" and behind him was bright glowing white and gold light. There was another species there but they weren't clear enough for me to pick up on.
I walked through the door.
And I woke up.
I am going through some things right now that can sometimes feel heavy, or out of control (I know you can relate to that). I think we all are. But I know my Spirit animals and my Team of Light are there with me. and I know i will and I always have made it out the other end of the life things, clear and bright... Much to the Koala's surprise. The lioness is my Divine feminine power, FIERCE protection and a quiet and steady leadership. The black panther is raw protection and mystery of the unknown. The horse is centered on freedom, emotional power strength and power. And my pal the Koala? he is deep grounding, trust and rest. Stillness and a deep connection to the unseen.
My golden light is a symbol of my connection to Dad (God, Source Energy) and protection from the darkness.
Things will be okay. And if they aren't yet, it isn't finished yet. But I know I will and you will too, get through it.
I'm sending you all so much love today, thank you for joining me on the blog, I hope you enjoyed this one!
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