My Personal Experience Through my Mediumship
- Marliana Alisemon
- Aug 18, 2023
- 6 min read
Updated: Jan 4

My personal experience with my mediumship over the last few years since I have come out publicly and began doing sessions worldwide is one for the books (At least that's how I feel about it) I will write many posts on this as I feel one experience per blog is a great start to sharing my journey a bit more.
I wanted to write about my personal experiences in sessions with clients.
Last week I received a phone call from a gal out of province. She was looking to book a session for her sister in town, in person. So we chat for a bit and ended up setting up a scheduled session at her home. Unfortunately something had come up for me that day and I needed to reschedule. We moved it to two days later and it came to the day of her session.

And as I was getting ready, I began talking to our Creator and He was sharing things I need to bring with me such as my blue Tibetan singing bowl, selenite and black obsidian, my abalone shell and sage (Him and I talk almost constantly, daily and he is so attune with me and where I'm going, the clients I'm meeting and what I'll need. )
I was feeling some of the clients nerves and energy as I was packing up and I was told it was going to be a big session. Driving there the anxiety intensified and I was short of breath; I didn't really understand the scope until I was there and we started chatting.
It came to light her sister was supposed to be there for our session, but because I had to reschedule it didn't work out. (All has purpose) And with good reason I immediately felt her sisters strong energy and we all knew she would override the session in some aspects. So we decided on calling her and letting her listen in.

And so we began,
Every client, every reading is so unique. And this one was no different. I was feeling all of the emotions from the family line, from my client and from her sister. Wading through so many vibrations can be tricky at times, but not this day. Suddenly Creator was in my ear sharing things for her sister. It was a bit of a slap on the hand (as it can be sometimes when we don't listen, and we've stopped growing and learning, moving forward)
Her sister took it well, and as usual we were signaled it was time to just be my client and I (the house phone died and she kept losing connection on my cell phone once what was needed to be shared with her was done. Talk about purpose!)
So my client hit the record button on her phone, and we continued. I right off the bat hit my singing bowl. And she kind of looked at me odd. I explained it is to aid in releasing your throat chakra and helping you to stand in your truth and speak up.
And she began laughing and connecting the dots because minutes before we were speaking on this and how she and her siblings had been going through some hard things along their journeys and they weren't releasing it, sharing it or setting boundaries within themselves or the family line. It is such a joy for me to watch clients have AHA moments, and connect dots with me they havent been able to do so on their own.

We flowed through the energetics of the family line, siblings and where blind spots were, what needed to be changed, dumped and so on. For me personally it was beginning to feel like just going through the steps as usual for this wonderful person. But for her it was so much more, and truly for me it was too. The look on her face as we flowed through this, the tears, the disbelief I could be so pointed and accurate actually made me sit back and really look at this person and myself.
I was doing something here that was bigger than the both of us, What were doing together is so Sacred and important to her path, to mine, to our Creator. I was beginning to feel insanely normal, I had that moment to bring me back in to the what who when where and why of my path. I thanked Creator for the beautiful message and reminder... The experience and I sat in awe if only for a few seconds and was snapped back out of it by the intense feelings of being drunk, dizzy and ready to vomit. My mouth was watering and I was right on the edge. (I don't drink, and haven't for years and years now) my palms were sweating.

This was throwing me for a loop. I mean I feel burden, spirits, entities constantly but this was a feeling I despise and have for so long it was causing me upset in my mind and heart. I did not want to be back drinking and feeling so low.
I warned her I may have to go vomit and I just sat there breathing. It finally died down and I was able to speak to the person who was giving me the feelings. Then her family line all began coming in and having their say and giving me their feelings and pain and burden, I was able to reconnect a few of them with the Divine, sent them Home.
This was beginning to get very tiring as I often don't run through so much heaviness and various aspects of my gifts, all the ups and downs of emotions I was being put through.( I don't think folks realize the energy it takes to do what I do on a day to day basis. ) I had been going through so much, saying so much I didn't realize we had been at this for two hours already. No wonder I was beginning to yawn and feel depleted.

I could tell things were beginning to wrap up it was coming around full circle and I was given the go ahead from Creator to let her ask questions. Things internally for me were settling down, and I could feel the chemicals of exertion settling in. I was pleased with how our session had gone, I could feel His joy over our session; and I couldn't stop yawning.
Suddenly a family member, a sister that had died came in. I shared with her some pointed messages and love, asked her to find a specific piece of jewelry as she wanted her to have it and then I was asked to hug her, for her. We stood and embraced each other for what felt like minutes. She let some tears flow out and I let love and compassion flow out of me, the feeling of closure and peace washed over her, I could feel it.

I finally let go of her and sat back down.
The only question she had for me was about her mom. I guess the family had spoke with an intuitive family member and it wasn't a positive experience, it was a he said she said scenario, had mom saying things that she hadn't actually said. But I could see and feel so clearly this was being held on to for dear life, so closely by my client and her siblings.
It brought tears to my eyes. The thought of someone sharing things that weren't appropriate or factual, hurt my heart for this family. And it gave me joy to be able to speak to her mom and allow for closure on that end also. I could see and feel the release from my client once she knew those things weren't said. This person does not cry, she swallows so much and the tears would not stop flowing through our session that day, so much beautiful release. I was and still am so proud of her for being so vulnerable, and feeling her feelings for the first time in a long time.
We wrapped up, and I was packing up my belongings her husband came in to the room and sat down to start talking to her about life stuff. I was minding my own business until I got a very clear message that whom they were speaking of, needed solid hard boundaries in a hurry.
I spoke up! I mentioned the message to both of them and she started laughing from her belly and her husband looked completely stunned. I'll never forget it I was laughing pretty hard with her. When I'm told to share something, I do. I listen very closely with all I am.
That night I left that home feeling very heavy. Intense sessions like that leave me "full" with others burden, pain and emotions as well as any energywork I managed to do in that session. I ended up coming right home and headed to my Sacred painting space. I released beautifully I could feel the channel coming out of me seamlessly in to the paint. I was guided to offer the transmuted energy a few sacred things to boost my clients path forward, to release generational trauma and addictions.

This is the painting I did once I was home. You can bet your bottom dollar I flopped right in to bed after I was done.
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